Senin, 16 Mei 2011

GOODBYE

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much moreI can feel your heart and
I sympathize
And I'll never criticizeAll you've ever meant to my life


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you onI don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymoreI would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye


You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
don't want to lead you onI don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong


You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myselfThan to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguisedI just can't live a lie anymore


I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

THE END :)

In memoriam my relationship :)

So sad, i have to end this relationship, but this is the best way for us .
awalnya sedih banget , masih gak percaya kalo ini semua harus berakhir. cuma mau di apain lagi, mau gak mau, ini emang harus terjadi. gue tau gue selama ini emang banyak banget salah sama dia dan dia udah kasih kesempatan gue udah berubah tapi gue sia2 in. moga-moga , dengan adanya kejadian ini dapat menjadikan gue pribadi yang lebih banyak karena gue tau, Tuhan pasti kasih gue hikmah. Dia kasih gue proses untuk menjadi khendy yang dewasa supaya di kedepan harinya, kalo gue punya pacar baru lagi, gue bisa lebih dewasa dan gak kaya kenakak2 an kaya gini :) Everything happend for a reason
sayang banget sama dia, udah banyak banget kenangan selama 17 bulan ini. dan gak gampang lupain dia. dia yang udah ngisi hari' gue selama ini, yang kasih gue banyak kenangan indah yang kasih gue pelajaran hidup. Yang mau menerima gue apa adanya. tapi skrg itu semua harus berakhir, hanya tinggal kenangan yang akan selalu ada di hidup gue. kenangan terindah yang susah dilupakan. Goodbye 10, thanks for everything, for the love you gave to me, for the chance i had :) you're irreplaceable :) now , i'll let you go, i'll set you free. but remember me ya, now we're friend :)